I should have known...

I should have known you'd do the same thing to me that you did to her...

If you don't love me anymore you should have told me...


And now everyone refuses to help me...and it's all up to you now. I was told to initiate talking, but you won't pick up your phone. And now I'm worried that I'm annoying you.

This whole situation is one huge mess of misunderstanding and miscommunication and all I want to do is talk it over with you and try to mend it but you won't give me that chance...why won't you give me that chance? After everything we've been through...

I'm doing my best to not retreat into my little protective bubble because the very last thing you told me was to not be afraid to ask for help...I've asked for it and nothing is happening so what am I supposed to do?

I'm going to throw up.