One hundred and ninety-nine days until I graduate from college with a degree in Commercial Photography. Holy. Crap. I will be basically done with all of my formal schooling in 199 DAYS.
I have spent my whole life up until now being taught quite a bit by teachers and professors. Now, life happens. Life begins. Not to say that life hasn't begun...it is just that now there will be no formal learning. All of my learning from now on will be taught by life itself. My choices and mistakes will have a greater weight because I will no longer be leaning on my parents for much support. I am the bird finally being pushed out of its nest. I must rely on my own wings to fly.
My anxiety screams for my attention while the Lord patiently whispers, waiting for me to slow down and listen. I have been through this lesson many many times throughout my life and I can feel this turning into one of the worst...only if I let it. I need to "let go, let God." He is in control of my life and my future; there is no need for me to be anxious of anything.
I know I will be just fine for I know the One who holds me and my future in His hands. I will not fall. I need only trust in Him.
As Isaiah 40: 31 says:
"Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength,
They will soar on wings like eagles,
They will run and not grow weary,
They will walk and not be faint."
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